While I was reading, I'm in a rush to read it through because I want to know how it ends. I realize that I'm not enjoying reading. Lately I've realized I'm in a rush to everything. Perhaps It's because of my age. If you say, "I don't want to waste my time for that because I don't have much time left," when answering a topic someone brings up, you are about to reach the stage. I marvel at the color scheme and balance of the 20-centimeter-tall stem, a yellow flower, and leaves below the flower at the edge of the flowerpot. I wonder when I mastered the sense that this is nice. That's where I must return to. When I see the news about COVID-19 pandemic' people's reactions are exactly as expected. What I'm expecting now will be like that sooner or later. Later, unless you forget what you just wished for, your wish will come true. I

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